Do you ever get a song stuck in your head so much that you wanna rip your face off and pull the song out of your brain??!!.......just me then? Ugh.
"I left my heart in Tokyo, down by the river don't you know...." - SHUT UP!
So I pulled my head out of the sand/bucked up the courage/stopped being a complete wuss and spoke to Jamie about my 'problem'. I didn't enjoy the conversation and felt like a bit of a tit to be honest, but I'm glad I did because he totally understood. I feel so much better, he was glad I told him, so all is good again in my wonderful land :)
Talking of J, he has all weekend off for a change so we are going to actually go out for a drink tomorrow night and socialise. I'm starting to forget what people look like and how cider & blackcurrant tastes....
I have thrown myself fully into the christmas preparations. I have bought 4 things for J so far, have 2/3 more in mind, I know what I'm getting my dad and am in the process of picking a tree. I'm looking forward to decorating and planning it all alot more that I thought I'd be. It's so exciting having someone new to spend it all with too! I think I will miss the whole 'Rennison Family Christmas' thing as I got very used to it and I did enjoy it being so family-orientated because it was something I lost very young when my parents divorced....but now I no longer go to my parents for dinner it means I have the responsibility of making sure it goes right, so it will start to lose it's sparkle a little I guess. I am excited though.
I don't have much to say today, because.....well, nothing has happened! I have been at work. I've watched tv at home. I've slept. Oh what an exciting life I lead!
So I will leave you with a thought for the day....
"in order to be irreplaceable, one must always be different" - unknown